我们一生，可以遇见那么多人。不论爱与不爱，都可以在一起度过一生中的，一天，一月，一年。到了该离开的时候，好聚好散。然后，又和下一个人一起度过，又一个，又一天，又一月，又一年。无论是谁，挥别时，也请带着珍重。人生在世，要知足，要平凡，要感恩，不可以再任性强求。

No matter how many people you've met in your life, there's always someone who stay, someone who's there & someone who never left. It's normal for people to come & go, for it's their duty to cross the path of your life by fate. Same goes to you. You would've crossed someone's life like how someone did to yours. Have you ever wonder, if time could be rewind, stopped or fast forwarded - what will you do with it? Will the same things you did happen again? If you have the ability to control, what will you change & what will you keep? All in all, they are just thoughts, just illusion. We can never do that, can never let it happen or re-happen again. Having met so many in one's life, leaving so much memories of different people, when will these memories be out one day?


与其拥有之后又要面对失去倒不如从一开始就没有过，至少不会害你再为我伤心难过，不是吗？


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Went for an interview with them & it's really fun playing with face paint. Like that ladybug I drew. Damn pretty ya? Hahaha! Look how silly they both were, drawing ice-cream & fishes that's so ugly! Hahaha! First time I played with balloons. In my life, folding all those things trying to overcome my fear. While doing, all those things, it's only how cute those little kid smile will be. I told myself, in order to win the heart of the kids, I got to overcome my fear. That's why I push it off, put it up & got it done. Idk what will happen next, but all I hope for is the best! :)

Goodnight world!

Like all these photos taken:

Self reminder: Never blame anyone if you get hurt because you took the risk and you decided who was worth the try.

"I hope next time when we meet, we won't be fighting each other. Instead we will be drinking tea together."
- Jackie Chan, Rumble in the Bronx
That's something I saw online, nothing much of words for that. Time passing by faster than expected. Not to mention about having less than 3 weeks left, I'm only less than a year to graduation. Would rather it be a good thing than not, but can I? Even leaving this school gives me a lot to remember especially the people around.

Im trying to pretend, trying to put it off well. I'm trying to lie, trying to deny. I'm trying to hide, trying to face it alone. You can try. Try to break my heart when it's broke. Try to hang me up when I'm already choke.


If you are cold, tea will warm you; If you are too heated, it will cool you; If you are depressed, it will cheer you; If you are excited, it will calm you

Countdown : 3 weeks

On the first day of the 3rd week to the end of it, I wasn't around. This would be a good week as I'm returning to school for presentation. This means, work for 3 days a week only :> can't wait for this sat to come. Even though it'll be a tough night, which really got us all busy, but I'm sure it'll be a good one for her. & this will be worth it enough for all suffer.

I don't get what feeling is. How do one feels for others and what does it really mean when you said that you felt something. Can one really feels & let it go off like that? I don't understand how easy was this. This guy, told me about what he's feeling for this girl the other time & now telling me about how he felt for another. How do one fall in love that easily? There's so much I wish to tell him but I guess it's better to keep it to myself. At time I really wonder if it's worth it to care for how others felt. To really stand in their show & think for them, not wanting to hurt any & watching every word I said. Wouldn't it be great if feelings never exist?


Have you ever wonder, What will you do with the last minute of your life?

There's something that i really don't understand. Do almost everyone say and do things differently?

I tried to be as sophisticated as i could, wanting to be what sissy told me to be. I tried to not care but i know i can't. I'm not that kind of girl who can put something not to heart and act as if it's all alright with me. As usual, i don't like i really don't like even if it's just a word. I don't really care about who is with who or what is happening or all. All i care about is i don't like it this way and i really feel so ... I know, this is rubbish, i am over reacting and all but nope, it's not that simple. It's just so hard to put my trust on someone ever since it was broken till this way. I don't think i ever got it back.

I want to trust your words but your actions make me doubt you. You would never know what i am truly feeling cos i'll never show. Because i can never do it so i wont tell you that i want you to do things that way even though i really want to. Like what you said, i'm selfish, i agree. I want things of my own benefit, i am not worthy.

It kept me thinking for a long time. I don't know if this will be a right thing to do by telling or what. I thought of keeping it but at the same time, i want to let it out. For i fear one day it'll be out. Trying to keep things is never easy & that's what i really hate. For whatever that happen, i'll be fine (:

After all that happen, i decided to give trust a try.
& i decided to be honest with you.